ARGGHHH!!!! i should be studying right now. but no, i'm wee-ing my free time in this wee-ing stuff.

can't help bitching about my laziness. and i know that i'm just making too much out of it when i can just calmly take my notes and start studying. but, as of now, i just can't take myself into that knid of mode. and to cut all explainations, actually, its just that i'm  very distartcted.

especially when i saw the gift,  she's holding this pure awe in her webcam window. 4gig, 2 lenses, a body to die for. what can i ask for... more? i think its enough, more than enough.

my eyebags and restlessness is not because of the midtrem, its because of this freakin 21 days i can no longer wait. if only i can asked to LBC it, which is highly unlikely. in the first place, i cannot rush a gift, and in the second place, though i'm excited because after 2 years i'm going to see my sister, but i'm more excited over what she's goiung to give me... (argh! i'm such a stupid brother),but  i don't want to show  that kind of face or anything that would give her that idea.

but yes, i do miss her.

but argghhHH!!!!

now, i'm thinking of going to samar, holding this baby and just shooting crazy like there's no tomorrow. and yes i'm exaggerating, but most likely will happen. i'm too crazy about this, and my imagination is running wild- to the extent that i can only hear shutters and nothing else, see flashes and nothing else, and taste the metalic/plastic casing and nothing else.yes, i'm too crazy.